Did you ever think?

Do you ever think back?

Think back on the things you did? Do you ever try to put yourself in my shoes? Did you ever think how things will affect me? Do you ever see the things you have done? Sometimes, I don't think you do. It hurts me to know you don't. It hurts because I know how it feels. I know how it feels because that person is me. I'm the person who has to live with what you did. It may be in the past to you, But to me it lives on everyday. You don't know what it's like to feel this way like I do; and I blame
you. You don't know how it feels to bite back so hard on this anger. None of my pain and woe can show through. Do you have any idea? There are so many things I want to say to you. But I get the best of myself.
I push and push it away, Hoping it will just disappear. It's hard to wish it away when there are flashbacks..I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say. And you can't take back what you've taken away.
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