I can't do this anymore..

It's bullshit. That as I sit and write this, I am at home alone, in tears. With no one to talk to. And there's nothing I can do. It's bullshit that you knew about one thing, and didn't care. It's bullshit that I was treated like that, and nothing was done about it! And I have to go to school and put up with the bullshit there and then have nightmares about my past every single night. It's bullshit that I have a mom who won't listen and doesn't give a damn. It's bullshit that I have to live the life I live. I don't know what everything is just now starting to hit me, but it is. And I can't do this anymore.